1. This is a test blog from the office. Haha. Am up to here (puts hand near throat) with work but can’t be bothered. Errgghhh…

2. Has obviously over-estimated my ability to juggle work, studies, and business. And now am in quite a bit of debt. (-_-)”

3. A bit stressed with what my aunt will have to say to me. Have been meaning to call her for weeks (or months?) but haven’t mustered enough courage to actually do it. Can’t focus at work. And can’t sleep well at night thinking about this.

4. Can’t say it’s ALL my fault. Although I should say MOST of it is. Sigh. Reasons why I am at fault:

a. Dove head-first into this venture without proper calculation of risks, opportunities, resources, and capabilities.
b. No proper planning of operational strategy, marketing issues, and inventories.
c. Over-excitedness and over-impulsiveness for anything. This, I have to check and re-check in the future.

5. Feels good to write down the thoughts that have been bugging, haunting, worrying, and distressing me. But it still doesn’t make things better.

6. I am going to call my aunt today no matter what. Whether I like it or not. Whether I’m ready or not. By hook or by crook. Regardless of what my fears are telling me. No matter what I think she would say to me.

7. See the problem here is I think too much of what she MIGHT say to me without actually finding out. What if she’s all good about it? Or what if she’s going to scream and shout about it? No one knows. And the only way to find out is to call her. Yes, look her up in my phone’s contact list and press the green button. The EVIL green button, I should add.

8. Maybe I should quit blabbing (typing) in this blog and just reach out to that phone sitting just beside the monitor. I can see its evil buttons, from the corner of my eye. Yes ALL the buttons are EVIL, not just the green one. Except for the # button. It’s cute. Stop distracting me! NO STOP TORMENTING ME ALREADY!! OK OK I’LL CALL HER!! Huarrrrggghhhh…

9. Stay tuned tomorrow for the outcome of the dreaded, evil, fear-inducing, gut-wrenching, nail-biting, insomnia inducing, wicked PHONE CALL! [insert horror movie sound effects here].